Entry: Feelings and thoughts for Week 1 Monday, February 28, 2005



Thanks Yee Zhe for this encouraging post! Yeah man! I have found myself very emotional these days as my body is adjusting itself psychologically and physiologically.
 
Of course, Saturday was my scheduled free day, which means no restrictions! Hurray! I like the plan as every sat, I can eat whatever my mum cooked without feeling the guile, though in smaller portions now.  
 
Wow! Lots of steamed Rabbit Fish (with all the roe and creamy testes) and of course my favourite, braised tau kwa! This is the first time in my life that i felt so fulfilled with just a little food. It's simply unbelievable.  
 
I really appreciate other people's cooking. What I mean is that I am able to give clear judgement to the food that i am eating. Since i rarely gobble (I need to kick the habit) nowadays, my tastes bud seemed to open me up to new sensations to the usual foods that i am eating. What seemed sour to me before taste sweet nowadays.  
 
That reminded me of the Ice-Cream at Haagen Daz (P/S: Leonard, when are you organizing the next Haagen daz outing?!) Feeling so fulfilled with the little scoops of indulgence. It's heavenly! No more big gulps, but rather sips. Ummm! I'm feeling a bit hungry now though.
 
Well, Sunday is working time. The YMCA stuff knew about my campaign and decided to challenge me. they intend to throw me a dinner if I were to win that US$1million. Hahhaha! It's incredible that everyone is focusing on my campaign now. I must make it through. With so many people behind me, I will definitely not dissapoint you guys.
 
Chun Song's B'dae party was great. Got to meet up with lots of old pals from the CBLC. Ehmmm! Of course, I did tell them about my plans. So supportive were most of them.
 
I am really awed by the changes in Alex after he came back from his Nepal trip. A totally different person, with positive outlooks towards his life. He joined the Biathlon recently, somthing which i felt was a distant thing (sorry Alex for looking down on you previously with regards to endurance events!). Well, I am intending to do more events now, to keep my ego and of course to keep track of myself to slim down.
 
And of course, Joni is ever so playful and jovial. Something I must learn from him is the skill of making poeple laugh. I have always being labelled a wooden block by my friends. This is something I must improve on. Sometimes, being a little buaya also not bad.
 
It's a brain draining day for me today. Sadly. All the test and of course, did a naughty thing today. i have skipped classes voluntarily for the first time, something i had not done before. Perhaps due to peer pressure. But anyway, didn't regret the choice as I had not prepared my materials also. hehehhe! I promised that this will be my first and last time doing that!  
 
I had a run around Pasir Panjang in the evening. the air was cool and the location was simply quiet. I have  alot of time to myself while running, thinking what are the options for myself after graduation. I never realise that I will be graduating in about 1 year's time. Time really flies. My relatives always said that once you start working, there's no ending to it till you retire. Scary! i wish I can escape the rat race man!
 
My dinner is simple:  
A bottle of diluted multivegetable drink and a medium size raw carrot.

 
I am rather full, surprisingly. I am intending to stick on the Vegan diets in the evenings as I think that metabolism at night is rather low, so have something light. That's all for today. It's too much for everyone to absorb (If you are reading this!)

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